I spent early December travelling in Europe. Steelers/Bills and Steelers/Ravens were the games impacted by my trip.
I was able to stream the 1st half of Steelers Bills but went to bed at half time as it was like 1AM. The next morning I started reading about the Bills running the same play like 27 times and the Steelers could not stop it. The same ******* play! I was grateful that I went to bed.,
For the Ravens game I was in Rome and it was very difficult to find a steam so I watched a YouTube broadcast of some Jarboni giving play by play. Not optimal, but it worked. The Ravens game gave me hope.
When I returned we handled the Dolphibs on MNF. When I was younger I was excited for MNF. It was a guaranteed game that I could watch. Now, I LOATHE them.
34 years ago I was the President of the Steelers fan Club in WS NC. I would get hammered during the games. It was a lot of fun. 33 Years ago I made a decision to quit drinking. What I discovered was that when sober, a stressful Steeler game would kick my ***, particularly a poorly officiated loss on a MNF game. It was worse than a hangover the next day. I would feel it. As I got older a loss like that I would feel for 2-3 days of total *** dragging.
Before the Lions game I said that this is the type of "shock the world" statement game that the Steelers would win in the Tomlin era, I also added that the Browns game the following week is the typical "**** the bed loss" the Steelers would crap out during the Tomlin era.
Bingo!
The Lions game damn near killed me, Afterwards, I went for a walk for some fresh mountain air. My chest was tight, my shoulders were tight. I have not felt that much stress since the Colts playoff game when Bettis fumbled at the ******* goal line and Ben made the shoestring tackle. I laid on my couch until halftime of the next playoff game.
I remember the Penguins Red Wings final game when the Pens won the Stanley Cup. I remember at 5 minutes to go, going out for some mountain air and watching through the window on my front porch. 2 minutes to go I am on the street, watching the game through the front window on the porch.
True to form, the Steelers **** the bed against the Browns. To me, that was the last straw. It is one thing if the Steelers lose a hard fought game against a division rival. But the product sucks. It is a joke and rival fan bases laugh at it. We do not attack the middle of the field, we avoid it. We repeat the same mistakes over, and over, and over yet again. It is not enjoyment it is pure frustration watching the team.
It is not Canada, it is not Fearful Fichtner, nor is it Pickett, Hodges, Rudolph, or Tribusiky. It is all on Tomlin. And Rooney2.
Last night, after the goal line debacle to end the first half. When we should have taken the 3, to offset the 3 that we gifted when we should have punted. I went to bed, same old ****, same old Steelers. I do not regret it one bit.
I am elated that we won, that I was able to watch the game this morning knowing that we won. and that I did not stress my *** out at bed time. I have to drive to the coast today,
Go Steelers!